Go on just say it, You need me like a bad habit, One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone. Go on just say it (Are you afraid to), You need me like a bad habit (Say what you want to, tell me you want to), One that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone. (Are you afraid to say what you want to, tell me you want to). I hold my tongue use it to assess, The damage from way back when it mattered, But nothing seems important anymore, We’re just protecting ourselves from our self, And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down), I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down), I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back…), I don’t think I’ll ever come back… Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to. Are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to. (Come on just say it) Are you ashamed to (Come on just say it) say what you want to tell me you want to. (Come on just say it) Are you ashamed to (Come on just say it) say what you want to tell me you want to. I’m making the difference, It just seems pointless, With all the obvious lines all out of focus. Why can’t you just be happy, Why can’t you just be happy. And I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down), I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back down), I don’t think I’ll ever come back down (I don’t think I’ll ever come back…), I don’t think I’ll ever come back... (Just come back, just come back...) Go on just say it, (just come back...) Come on just say it, (just come back...) Well I’ll just say it, (just come back...) I’ll just say it, (just come back...) I need you defenseless, dependent and alone. (Just come back, just come back, just come back...) She says live up to your first impression, Well my best side was your worst invention, Can't you live without the attention? Can't you live without the attention? (Just come back, just come back, just come back...) She says live up to your first impression, Well my best side was your worst invention, Can't you live without the attention? Can't you live without the attention? She says live up to your first impression (Come on, just say it), Well my best side was your worst invention (Come on, just say it), Why can't you live without the attention (I need you defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live without the attention (alone). She says live up to your first impression (I just say it), Well my best side was your worst invention (I just say it), Why can't you live without the attention (I need you defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live without the attention (Alone), Why can't you live (Defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live (Defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live…without…live…without (Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live (Defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live (Defenseless, dependent), Why can't you live…without…live…without (Defenseless, dependent, defenseless, dependent).

Let me down easy. There’s no reason to tease me. If you don’t need me, please let me go. Playing with my dreams? Not anymore. Time is dancing on my chest and its casting stones. It's casing parts, each one of them antagonist. And I’m trying to feed the wasp inside my mouth. It’s dying! I’m not sure that it wants to live. Oh well. Hail the insane and deranged! It wasn’t my embrace. It’s yours. Now I’m trying to walk the straightest line. Now it’s time! I wanted you forever and ever. Now it’s never again. Never. I wanted you forever and ever. Now it’s never again. Never. Oh, how your hands used to shake, tremble and threaten to break if they weren’t encased in mine, telling you that it’ll be just fine. I could have had it forever and ever. Now it’s never again. Never. I could have had it forever and ever. Now it’s never again. Never. I would have thrown it all away for you and actually did. It’s all around me but I can’t pick it up because I gave you all what was left of my strength. Love’s a many splendored thing; an often vendored thing. If love was just a movie about war, it’s the surrender scene! You think you’ve got it figured out? I didn’t say that! I’ve got doubts! I said I’ve lost my faith in love. There’s still a way to find it! How? I might’ve cared for it at first. Now that I’ve buried it, my thirst is met in bars and not the fake embrace of needy arms. That isn’t true! I’ve seen your heart! You didn’t see that it was charred? There was a fire, that’s a start. The fire’s gone and now it’s dark. Please turn on the light. Please turn on the light! I think I’m still fucked up! Time didn’t heal me! Oh god! You were a fever dream but you never broke or went away.

I know it's not over, baby I worked this out for sure It's gonna be colder, now you've forced open the door I know you better than I ever have before I know you I know you're a fighter But you never fought for me when I was a shelter So you're not heading home to me We could be closer, we could be closer We could be When it's just us You show me what it feels like to be lonely You show me what it feels like to be lost I take your hand for you to let it go Let it go, let it go, let it go When it's just us You show me what it feels like to be lonely You show me what it feels like to be lost I take your hand for you to let it go Let it go, let it go, let it go It's gonna be, it's gonna be better It's gonna be better, it's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be It's gonna be better It's gonna be better We'll take a long walk, down the alleys of these houses And we'll talk, see what conversation rouses when we're alone, When we're alone, it could be home When it's just us You show me what it feels like to be lonely You show me what it feels like to be lost I take your hand for you to let it go Let it go, let it go, let it go It's gonna be, it's gonna be better It's gonna be better, it's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be better It's gonna be It's gonna be better It's gonna be better

Hours streaming stretching out longer than the days. Getting high just gets me low, reason i know, could i feel anything at all? And then the season ends and im still stuck in fall. everywhere I look's a trigger. I start to wonder if I knew myself at all...no! she knew me so much better. Oh your face is a dream and my dreams are faced with just forgetting. getting high just gets me low, she told me so, was I just never listening?! and then the season ends and im still stuck in fall. Everywhere I look's a trigger. I start to wonder if I knew myself at all...no! She knew me so much better. If you stop breathing you can have my breath. Wait it's everyone's surprise. Surprise. Surprise!! Flashback parade: you give your whole self to one, you're just having fun til' you realize you pushed them away. The reasons are mine, I get frustrated when they intertwine. What was once yours and mine is just a dried up calloused toxic pouring cyst. I admit you were right. I'm not sad that you don't care to hear what I have to say. When you stop breathing you can hold your breath.

Oh, the motor in the back of your neck is begging and calling for sex and the lizards are laying some monstrous eggs in an entropic tropical mess. While you’re sleeping, I’m crawling, I’ve crept to the edge of the bed where you’ve slept for a thousand nights alone in a cavern you call home. I’m here so let’s do this. Your hands on my legs, you say the things I want to hear. Let’s please just keep touching. I don’t wanna think. Please keep me from thinking. I missed your name! Can I hear it again? I missed your name! Can I hear it again? While you were talking my eyes kept walking down the walkway of your neckline so I didn’t hear you begging. Can I hear it again? So many dreams have left me tired, waking up and shaking on my own. I ignored a ticking clock to call you and made a weapon of my phone. Poor judgment and bankrupt morals! A girl without a penny for her thoughts! I guess I like you cheap. I guess that conscience long since rot has sent me spiraling so lost into the planet of your skin. There’s a fear that we will end that just won’t let me begin. And though I have no qualms with lust, your body is a howling, haunted petting zoo that I really shouldn’t touch. And as I’m walking out the door for good, I turn around to look at you and you’re… You’re already undressed! If I draw near, do you disappear? If I stay away, will you call my name?

Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for It hurts to reach you when I'm down Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn It hurts to reach you when I'm down My dreams are growing into Frustrations when I hear your voice Feeding me till I'm choking Feeding me till I'm choking My ears are ringing louder Repeating words that bring me down Ringing, my ears are bleeding Ringing, my ears are bleeding So hold your breath and spare me The pointless conversation, I'm running out of patience Don't blame me for trying to reach Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for It hurts to reach you when I'm down Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn It hurts to reach you when I'm down As you are moving forward I feel as if I can't catch up Trying so hard to reach you Trying so hard to reach you I'm stuck here at the bottom You're too high up to come back down Trying so hard to reach you Trying so hard to reach you So hold your breath and spare me The pointless conversation, I'm running out of patience Don't blame me for trying to reach Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for It hurts to reach you when I'm down Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn It hurts to reach you when I'm down Silence your harsh words my dear My ears are ringing of this I can't stop thinking of it (I try to reach you but I fall) [x4] Hush don't speak a word about the dreams that I live for It hurts to reach you when I'm down Don't speak again, I'm still waiting for my turn It hurts to reach you when I'm down